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The Second First Love

Rating 3.0
Word count
699K words
Chapters
206

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Summary

The man I loved for four years got together with my best friend the day after he proposed to me, and vanished on the day we were to get our marriage certificate. It cost my parents their lives, and I was sent to a mental hospital. Five years later, we meet again—I swear I will make him pay!!

Editor's review

Second First Love pulls readers into a vortex of betrayal and trauma with a striking opening: the day after the proposal, her lover turns to her best friend; on the day they are to register their marriage, he disappears; her parents lose their lives because of it, and the heroine is committed to a mental hospital. Five years later she returns with a vow to "make him pay." The appeal of this book lies not in the complexity of its mystery but in how it breaks the emotional bomb of "being betrayed by the two people she trusted most" into a long psychological ruin, then lets the protagonist rise from it. Driven by the pain of first-person narration, the pacing is fast and the emotional density high—suited to readers who want a story about betrayal, trauma, and fighting back. Note that its treatment of mental illness and revenge serves dramatic tension and should not be taken as psychology education. Watch for the heroine's shift from "victim" to "agent," and for the irony or twist the title Second First Love may bring in the later story. Overall, suited to readers who can bear strong emotional shocks and enjoy watching a character turn things around from rock bottom.

Who it's for

A good fit for

  • Readers who enjoy betrayal-revenge and character-comeback stories
  • Readers who can handle intense emotional conflict and trauma narratives
  • Those interested in "how to rebuild after being hurt by those closest to you"
  • Readers who prefer first-person immersion and fast-paced plotting

Not a good fit for

  • Readers expecting light, healing, low-conflict romance
  • People sensitive to plot elements such as mental hospitals and parents' deaths
  • Those seeking rigorous psychological or legal knowledge

Reading tips

  1. First accept the high-intensity trauma setup of the opening, then focus on the logic behind the heroine's actions five years later.
  2. Read "revenge" as a thread of the character rebuilding herself, and notice her psychological shifts after each action.
  3. When you reach the plot related to the title, look back at the "first love" of the opening and savor the irony.
  4. Emotionally sensitive readers may read chapter by chapter, leaving buffer time between heavy passages.

Contents

  1. 版权信息
  2. 也曾用心爱过你
  3. 001 也曾用心爱过你
  4. 002 也曾用心爱过你
  5. 003 也曾用心爱过你
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  90. 你是我心口的朱砂
  91. 088 你是我心口的朱砂
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  141. 138 你是我心口的朱砂【大章】
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  155. 时光深处终见你
  156. 152 时光深处终见你
  157. 153 时光深处终见你
  158. 154 时光深处终见你
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  173. 番外
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FAQ

What does the title "Second First Love" mean?
The title contrasts with the "first love" of the opening: the heroine once invested four years of feeling as if it were her first love, only to be betrayed the day after the proposal. Five years later she returns bent on revenge; "second first love" may point to a new relationship, or may imply a reexamination and irony toward the old one. Which layer it lands on can only be confirmed by the later plot.
Does the heroine's stay in the mental hospital drive the revenge plot?
According to the synopsis, the heroine is sent to a mental hospital after blows including her parents' deaths, and five years later emerges vowing to make him pay. This experience forms an important part of her trauma and the emotional basis of her motive for revenge. Its treatment serves dramatic tension; readers may take it as a turning point in the character's fate rather than a realistic portrayal of mental illness.
Is this book very depressing to read?
The opening concentrates betrayal, the loss of loved ones, and the mental hospital experience, with high emotional intensity, so the first half leans oppressive. As the heroine moves from victim to agent, the narrative shifts toward fighting back and rebuilding. If sensitive to trauma, read in segments; if you enjoy watching a character turn things around from rock bottom, this oppression is the buildup for the later satisfaction.

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夏一兮 Author

Xia Yixi is an author with limited publicly available information; only one work by this author can currently be identified, the modern romance novel Second First Love. Judging from the title and its common classification, the author's writing centers on contemporary urban emotional narratives, focusing on themes such as reunion and falling in love again, with an emphasis on the ups and downs of relationships and subtle shifts in feeling. Because biographical details, a chronology of works, and additional titles are lacking, a full assessment of the author's style is not possible. Second First Love alone places the author within the modern romance genre, aimed at readers who enjoy light or sentimental love stories. For readers, Xia Yixi currently appears as a new author who has entered view with a single work, and future writing and further publications remain to be seen. This introduction is based on the available materials and does not include unconfirmed personal experiences or honors; a more complete author profile would require further public information.

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